I am one not half of two

5am

2010-04-10T18:22:00.004+10:00

I drank 3 glasses of Scotch Whiskey last night with my friends. I just have that kind of mood to make myself happier and to forget as much as unpleasant things happening recently. We drank till 5am. Thank you guys for accompanying me!

I'm really exhausted in the morning and finished my work at 3pm. Unluckily it rains and makes myself wet when I walked back home. I wait for something to happen but it never happened..

Sometimes, I wish it wasn't so damn hard, but I feel so low

I know it isn't right and not real fair but I can't control what's happening in my heart.

Last Goodnight

2010-04-10T18:08:00.002+10:00

HOW CAN I SAY I LOVE HIM

WHEN I HARDLY EVEN KNOW HIM

HOW CAN I DARE TO TELL HIM

HOW MUCH HE MEANT TO ME

HOW DO I DARE TO HOPE

THAT MY FEELINGS AREN'T IN VAIN

WHEN DEEP INSIDE I KNOW

THAT WE CAN NEVER BE

HOW CAN I SAY I CARE FOR HIM

SO MUCH IT BREAKS MY HEART

HOW CAN I SAY I WANT HIM

WHEN I DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT

TO FEEL THESE THINGS I'M FEELING

AND TO DREAM THESE DREAMS I DREAM

WHEN DEEP INSIDE I KNOW

THIS COULD BE OUR LAST GOODNIGHT

This poem was written by one of my friend.

I found it quite meaningful and makes me want to share

It meant alot to me, that even makes me cry.

untitled

2010-02-08T01:06:00.003+11:00

I'm just a mysterious box that would no one able to unlock me.

I realise how much I grew up like last week

I realise how successful and powerful I can be

I promise that no one can stop me to walk on the road of success

I want to be stronger

To have all the spirits to push me into the word of confident and courages

I want to be what I dream to be

I won't turn back to my mistakes

And learn from them......

Message from God

2009-12-01T12:04:00.002+11:00

You've carried the guilt, the shame for long enough

You've kept your wounds open for long enough

The time has to come to let go, to heal

Keep the lessons and let the pain heal

Yes, you know what we are talking about...

...nothing is exciting if you know what the outcome going to be

You keep wanting to know how things will play out

Keep asking to see the future

God doesn't give anyone the power to know the future

because life becomes maddeningly boring when you know everything upfront

So, instead of struggling, enjoy the uncertainty

To be alive means to not know...

...

2009-12-01T11:55:00.001+11:00

It doesn't mean that I x love you when I x show you to the world,

Cause you are mine and not to be shared at all!!~~~

Am I?

2009-11-20T00:12:00.004+11:00

There are lots of things happened around this few months,

Misunderstanding always built gap between the relationship,

How I hope these will ended asap...

Am i really that useless?

Am i really that stubborn?

Am i really that selfish?

Am i really the person that make a bad day?

I hope that we will never fight over small things

I hope we can try to understand each other thoughts

I hope that we can always hang a smile on the face everyday

I hope we try not to hurt each others heart anymore

I need a shoulder to cry on sometimes

I need to scream out whenever i'm stress out

I need a hug for warmness

I need to be protected

I can understand how a person changes from time to time

But i hope this will never happen,

I guess i really need to slow down,

and try to make a satisfactory ending...

I miss you, family and dogs!!!

I need to call the airasia customer services, I booked with master card and it showed error.. But then the seat i selected was taken where i guess it was me! Try to call then 4 times at this hour, but they are busy in line.. Used up my 30bucks credit in my phone.. what a waste!! GERAMNYA!!

Honeymoon?

2009-04-12T12:53:00.005+10:00

Quite a while i didn't open my blog and talk craps about my life~ Been honeymoon for a few months. Nothing much really happened in this few months. We just had a lot of parties this few months until i want to mampus. This is Terlampau! Past few days, we went for a crazy day which there were alot of crazy sales with crazy people including us to shop crazily! Well i guess i spent about $200 all together. It was under my budget! Pwweeeuuuhhh.. Tht was lucky!

By the way, we had a wonderful night ystd. We made some dumplings where I'm really sucks in cooking. Oh well, it turned out prefect! They are prefect! What was so 'chuang' when my friends kept make me laughed PLUS video-ing! This is great! But it was really an enjoyable night!

Tomorrow, we are going for fishing! *Jump jump jump* I'm so happy as i love water so so much! I'm not going to fish but im going to play with the water! *Clap clap clap*

Few weeks ago, my sista shared a poem :

It's better to walk by faith than sight

In this path of urs and mine

And the darkest night

When there's no outer light

Is time for faith to shine

And others may do greater work

But u have ur part to do

And no one in all God's family can do it as well as u

Okay good night!

She is the strongest girl ever,
She is the One who hold the name of the leadership
And no one can surpass her
I want to be like her
To be like the one who brave enough to cross the wild jungle
I wish to follow her pathway
The only way to be successful!
And I don't care what other people say
I just have to do my parts!

Thanks sista~

Happy Valentines

2009-02-14T22:52:00.000+11:00

Happy Valentines. For sure lots of people out there received a bunch of chocolates, roses, and some other romantic stuffs. Well last year, on the same day, I was at Melb airport. The place where i met my friend, Jia Yee. At the same time, it was her birthday! What a lucky gal. Anyway, guess i'm here birthday's present for last year. See how lucky she is. Haha. I bet she feels like slapping me now. Happy Sweet Buffday girl~

During this holidays, i taught my little bro on maths, geography and bm. Last week was his Pra-Pmr. Felt like want to kick him. Exam on the nxt day then only he opens the books today.[actually he copies me, haha]

Ystd went back to sibu. I went to do a prosedure on my face. The things that look like the pimples but not the pimples. Craps! After the prosedure, my face likes kena bite by the bees. Wtf. When out shopping, people giggle bout my face. And at night slept in btw my sis and mum, and i was facing left and right. I wonder do they had the nightmares in the middle of the night. I pity them. Well, now my face swollen like crap!

Leaving for Johor on 16th. Lazy to pack my stuffs.

Anyway, Happy Birthday Jia yee!

God bless u as always~

See u soon!!

Myspace Friends Comments

A Gold Fish?

2009-02-05T14:21:00.005+11:00

This morning woke up, i felt smthg uneasy with my eyes. So i went to take a look myself in front of the mirror. Oohh shit, my eye is swollen! Then i quickly went downstairs and asked my brother. 'Hey you, do u just hit my eye when i was sleeping last nite?' He laughed and pointed at my eye, 'A gold Fish' what the hell~

Well today i need to go for blood and urine test. So i need to bring the swollen eye with me! In order to cover it up, i decided to wear my new glasses.. Now thts look better~ During the test, the assistant injected on my left arm. Shit i know tht left arm is more painful than the right. So i asked her to do on the right. But then, she said the vessels on my right arm too small~ In the end, still go for the left arm. But what's the worst was, the assistant injected a few times on my left arm. Shit does she knows that it was actually painful? Ooohh my poor hand~

But no worries, we went to buy Roti Canai. Yummy~ Such a long time i havent eat roti canai. Then my brother ordered 2 roti planta for himself without my knowledge. Now this really pissed me off. What i do was.. i used my big goo goo eyes. But dont forget, my eye is still swollen. So it was really really funny. Haha. Well, i managed to persuade him. Then he gave me one roti planta.. Haha. =)

This few days kept raining. Hopefully the sky will turn blue soon or later. Anyway, i guess i left bout 10 days to go! Need to use my time wisely.. *peace*

My Gosh

2009-02-03T13:57:00.005+11:00

Quite a while we haven't take pics together. Finally we are here! My mum's camera craps la.. If i knew this, i would bring my camera back! shit!! Altho it was a bit blur.. but still good~ Yeah still good.. See how tall is my little bro now?! ONE HEAD taller than me! Only a yr i havent met him and he was like BOMB plus more healthy (FAT)!!! HEHE. My sis also satu macam. Yes she is super slim and thin now! But still i like the previous size of her. A bit chubbier. Huahaha. And the second pic, there are my dogs.. Vickie and Brownie!! Ooopsssyy, i accidentally snapped brownie's little bro too.. Just ignore tht part!! DONT LOOK AT IT!! ITS MINE.. =.=

Well I promised my bro smthg again!

I promised him tht if he manage to get

5As - $AUS100

6As - $AUS200

7As - $AUS300

for his coming PMR!!

I have to use this method to trick him since he loves money so much!!

I think im a bad sister!! Huahaha~

This is a dirty trick

Bad sister =p

Today went to JPJ to handle my driving license

What happened was..

My driving license suppose to renew on 1st Feb 2008..

So i was like one yr far behind!!

Shit this makes lots of troubles man!!

I need to do the 'surat rayuan'

My gosh dont know for how long i havent write BM essay for myself..

And this time i need to write a letter!

Hopefully i manage to renew my driving license!

Super duper troublesome.. SIGH

Only left 2 weeks to go!!

Sob sob~

Happy 2009

2009-01-28T23:57:00.002+11:00

Finally I'm back for blogging!

Came back to msia on 15th Jan..

Super exhausted..

Overnighted for one nite!

But now im already at Home~

Just only came back then straight away went to salon to cut my stupid hair!

Done it without my mum knowledge!!

kakaka..

Then came back

she was super pissed.. and lectured me

Sigh wht so not good bout short hair??? HAR..

She complained tht im 'nan bu nan nu bu nu'

Dont know how many times she said tht..

Huahaha~

Well anyway,

Now is around Chinese New Year..

My sis bought some new year clothes for me

In every new clothes,

We started our bitcy works..

TAKE PICS

Maybe after few days..

We are probably leaving for Sibu

My Wonderful place of birth

Do u know wht im going to do in Sibu??

Shhhh...

"I'm going to cut my hair again before I leave for Aussie" whispered

HUAHAHA (evil's laughs)

anyway, i left bout 2 more weeks to go..

sad thing to say!!!

BOring Friday!

2009-01-09T17:55:00.003+11:00

Probably about this time on next week..

I'm already at my home play with vickie & Brownie

stupid boring day!

dunno wan to do wht!

Somemore today not working!

aih sien!

Left 6 more days!

i cant wait..

do the counting every single day

Like pat pho!

Dum dum~

Ooohhh God,

Pls let the time flies faster within this week ONLY

Summer Holiday!

2009-01-05T19:30:00.002+11:00

Do u know how freaking busy i work in tassie?!
I'm super exhausted..
Wish to go back asap!!

I'm working in the Foodhall,
In the Farm,
In the Fish Factory!
WOW super busy + super tired..
But money comes to my bank after this!
hehe

During boxing day i bought a lot of stuffs
i bought clothes for my sis and bro..
Bought slippers for my dad and mum..
Plus i bought this silver bracklet for my mum..
And also necklace for my dad
All tgher i guess almost $500!!

Then my mum asked me to buy
- Honey
- Goat milk
- Lavender lotion
- Rolled Oat!!
Talking bout the rolled oat..
My mum always msg me to ask for the rolled oat..
'whr's my rolled oat? have u buy them yet?'
My gosh.. how the hell i know what it is.
Aduhai~

Somemore my bro wants 100 bucks from me!
All my money gone..
Can only heard the money machine sounds..
'Ka-ching Ka-ching'

Well anyway!!
i cant wait to go back!
I'm coming msia~
i got 11 more days to go..
*Giggling*

Happy New Cow Year!!!

Sis aka Anong

2008-11-24T03:00:00.001+11:00

Today is my sister 22 yrs old birthday!
i just want to wish her happy birthday and
may all ur wishes come true..

it had been quite a while i didnt manage to talk to her
Because over some reasons..
Make me really miss to talk to her
She is now probably preparing for the exam~
So better not to disturb her

Within this month,

there was a lot of things happening~

And me and her were slightly....

It is so uncomfortable with this kinda feelings

But all i can do just give some times..

Everything will turn back to normal~

Me and her were argueing over some problems
But i told myself,
'i dont have to win every arguement'
'Agree with disagreements'
so i decided to go that way~

Anong, i just need to tell you something too..
'Dont take yourself so seriously. Cause no one else does'
This is the best presentation of a Happy Life~

You know that i hate misunderstandings..
I dont like Lies~
And sometimes i might mis-interpreted somethings
So i hope you dont take them seriously~
Thats all the msgs i want to send to u
Hoping all the best in ur exams..

Look forward to chit chat with you when we get our arse back to home!

Live with 3E's
ENERGY ENTHUSIASM EMPATHY
Live with 3F's
FAITH FAMILY FRIENDS

Smile and Laugh more.
It will keep the energy vampires away! =)

[53 more days to go]

Happy Sweet 22nd Birthday, Kompia~

Pals

2008-11-22T21:44:00.002+11:00

Just feel like to blogging today..
Happy birthday pal, Betty
she probably is enjoying her day back in east timor
i dont know how to wish a bless to her
so ended up to bless via here!

today in the morning go play basketball
the hatest sport..
But just join for fun
then we played badminton~
while playing with this kinda sports
how i miss to swim..

this few days..
really stressed over a lot of things..
thanks to my friend to accompany me

im too blessed to be stressed

no matter how sad i feel,
i just need to get up, dress up and show up!
Cause no one is incharge of ur happiness, except YOU
that is what im all about~

i always tell myself,
no matter how good or bad the situation is, it will change!!
what others think of u, is none of ur business~

this make ur life even more easy!!

Each night before i go to bed, complete the following statements,
"I am thankful for...."
"Today i accomplished..."

Life isnt fair, but it's still good =)

Hey, happy birthday betty~
enjoy the holidays with families

p/s - 55 more days to go~ roar roar

End of the semester!

2008-11-20T13:20:00.002+11:00

i went thru a lot of things within this semester..
something that is unexpected
But at the end,
it had lasted..

i make a lot of mistakes..
i could i be so..
aih, just forget it!!
anyway, i learnt a lot..
i think i have grown up again!!

"make peace for the past, and it wont mess up in the present"

me on this lonely island..
dunno what to do everyday..
i tell u what?!
all i can do is..
work and earn money..
thats all..
or else i will be wasting my time here..
i stay back for what???
TO WORK!!!

if i cant work as much as i can within this holidays..
i will be regreted!!
cause i would rather go back to my sweet home..

so i have to go to my targets..
Hunting for some jobs now!!
hope god will bless me
And let me get some farm jobs..

i left 57 more days to go back!!
doing the count down every single days..
soon or later the day for me to go back will come~

Everyday,
When you wake up in the morning complete the following statement,
'My purpose is to..... today.'

Time heals everything. Give time, time~

Update-ing

2008-10-29T12:44:00.002+11:00

3 downs and 3 more to go!

cant wait for the exams to be ended..

im kinda having a new life since early of october!

thought everything will be changing

but it wasnt as much as i tot it was..

and i wanted it to be exactly the way it is

hey daddy, im a slow responder

so get used to it yah

hehe

yesterday having the sociology exam

it was a nighmare unit for me..

aiks but luckily the question came out

were those i read and memorised before..

i mean only some parts of it!

but thats enough to satisfy my lucks!

as i rarely have an exam luck..

so even that could make me happy~

after the exam straight away had a headache..

means i think too much

so i did use my brain to think anyway!

But actually the truth was....

i was over starving and not enough sleep..

once i ate my headache turned to be obidient!!!

kakaka~

FOOD IS MY MEDICINE!!!!!!!!!!!!

my exam ends on 5th nov..

really cant wait to enjoy the holidays

i will be the last person to go back

that's sad

u all leave me behind on this small island~

i want WORK WORK WORK during the holidays

since i stay back for 2 months

dont want to waste my time!!

after the exams,

im gonna...

1. watch movies

2. watch movies

3. watch movies

4. watch movies

5. watch movies

I WANT TO WATCH MOVIES!!!!!!

i miss u so much, my family..

i cant wait to go back!!!!

A temporary FreeSoul

2008-10-02T14:14:00.002+10:00

yesterday which was Wednesday!!!

we dued our last last assignment!

am i dreaming..

so so so happy right now...

never had a proper sleep for this few days!

seems like a 1000 yrs nvr sleep b4..

But still need to star-dee for the exams!

we have 6 exams

think bout this..

distressed!!!!!!

we cooked curry to celebrate the last ass-ignment

wah this is the first time we ever eat spicy food here!

normally not that spicy

but yesterday

yes it was yesterday!

jia yee jumped here and there yesterday!!

cause she was panicking

wahahahaha!!

some more at night time,

we helped wei kenn to dye his hair..

RED COLOUR!!

WHY NOT BROWN

aduh!

first time dyeing people's hair manually

so FUN!!!

make me wanna dye my hair as well..

but cannot

later my mum chase at the back to kill me!

we watched movie at midnight time!

like the movie so so so much!

it was bombastic

the arrangement of the plot just awesome!

pls: need to get back to study!

thx for treating me so well~ =)

i will always appreciate it!!!

Haunted!

2008-09-30T03:38:00.003+10:00

i was haunted by this bloody ass-ignment!

i felt like hell

a piece of shit!

i know this is the last essay

but still this is too ridiculous..

what a stupidity essay..

cant take with the boriness of the essay!

NOT ONLY ME!!!

my frens as well..

we are on the same boat

i just done 300 words and im stucked..

i have another 1200 words to go!

wednesday submission day!

what the hell..

hack it

Not talking about the essay

yesterday we were acting bitchy!

we took pics in the lecture hall

^cause too boring^

the last pic that we took..

spoilt one lah

that lady really want to kick her!

she always stares at us wheneva we sat at hers back

she will be turning her head for 360 degrees!

and gives us that kinda stares

sometimes i really want to ask her

'is there something wrong with u'

wanted to grab her head to prevent her from spinning!!!!!

unfortunately, she appeared in the photo as the background..!

shit bugger~

damaged!!!!

i think tmr im going to ask her to explain about the pic!

im gonna make her lie down on the ground nxt time!

*cannot displayed the pic*

*it is violence!*

my sista called me just now..

she told me that she bought my new year's clothes already

some more she bought me 3!!

wow thats fast!

well she is having a good time now

travel the whole west msia with her frens!

i think i better get my arse back to the essay!

can somebody tell me that why we need to do the bloody essay!

uuuurrrrggghhhhhh~

9/13 weeks

2008-09-18T11:22:00.003+10:00

this week is the 9th week of uni's life!i cant wait for the end of sems 2..im going 2b 2nd year nursing student!yay.. im a senior~

But, i need to be a nerd within this few weeks..
cause cause cause..
need to prepare for the exam!
6 EXAMS somemore..
how am i going to survive during the exam with one-eye closed

need to go for work..
need to build relationship btw my friends
need to chat with old friends
need to do some cleaning in my room
need to eat + sleep at the same time
urgh hack it.. too much things to do!!!
hardly can find my leisure time for my books...

this week im working for 33 hours..
shit bugger! my mum was like,
'Why u don't want to tell your boss to let u work lesser?'
i told my mum, 'im okay mum. bside im planning not to work during the exam'
so yah.. i know im ur second princess!
but but even princess needs to work hard.. =)
sakit sakit dahulu, senang senang kemudian

within this week i watched quite a lot of movies with my frens
everyone squeeze in jia yee's room with the laptop on..
i love to watch movie with frens
how i wish to go cinema at here!!!
ceh ceh too exp~

during the last mooncake festival,
i cant spend time with my friends as i was working..
a bit sad though
But what make me happy is..
they told me the story of the day!
it makes me felt like i was there as well..
thx ya jia yee! love u even more now!!

On that particular night..
My mum was texting me,
'How are u going to celebrate ur mooncake festival?'
i replied, 'Im working how to celebrate? are u going to cook a big meal tonight?'
do u know what my mum answered?
'No, u two are no in (me and my sista), mama mana ada hati celebrate.'
'just rindu di belakang pintu'
i laughed all by myself while im reading this!!
u're such a cute mama..

on the other day,
my mum asked me what am i doing right now..
that time i was watching movie and studying with my frens..
so i told her that..
then she replied, 'wah so li hai, one heart can many use'
LOL!!!

Well, i was talking to my mum yesterday..
my mum told me that Brownie miss me
he bit my brown colour slippers and brought it with him everytime..
while he was sleeping he brought it under the car..
wheneva my mum want to take it away from him,
he showed the sharpness of his teeth to my mum..
See, how wonderful Brownie is!
He really miss me afterall..
i miss to bite his ears!!!!!

Everytime im talking with my mum thru webcaming,
he will be making a sound at the back as he heard my voice..
=) love ya.. hugz

i left 4 months before i go back to msia!!
one two three four!!!
im patiently waiting for the time to come~

Refresh Back - Friends

2008-09-11T11:06:00.003+10:00

since i cant share much about my trip to hobart over some reasons..
But i can tell about my friends that i have at here!

well the first time i came to tasmania to further my studies..
came here alone by myself from msia-tassie!
i enjoyed the journey alone - im proud of myself sometimes~
In the KLIA airport (Kuala Lumpur International Airport),
i met this girl in the toilet..
im so sampat am i?
well this is how i am..
trying to ask for the guidance since i have to wait about 8hrs in the airport for the nxt transit..
she basically showed me everywhere!
im glad to meet her!

in the Melb airport,
i met another lady in the toilet as well..
(why must be in the toilet?!)
she is local people!
just trying to ask the direction to my way
she is a nice lady.
she brought me everywhere.. and survey every single spot!
im really sampat am i?!
i really hope to see her again one day!
Forgot to ask for the phone number as i wanted to visit her..
shit bugger!!!!

i was waiting at the melb airport for about 8hrs as well..
really got nthg to do..
wanted to sleep also susah..
then i headed myself to the departure hall..
i met this smart looking old man!
cause i was carrying a small lungage with me!
i practically was struggling to move my bag down the stairs!!
WHY DON'T THEY PROVIDE A ESCALATOR FOR THAT???
then this old man helped me to carry my lungage..
i was a bit scared at first..
cause it was my lungage and i don't even know him..
But i don't know i have the 7th sense about this old man is a nice man..
since it was 7th sense not 6th sense..
i carefully let my bag went down with him

i was really gladful to meet a bunch of nice people during my lonely journey
i thanked to him very much and he hugged me!
i was like 'ohhh okay, why not?'
felt like my papa!

in the departure hall at the Melb Airport,
i met some of the asian students.. (Jia yee and Guo Yi)
they came along with their dads
do you know why we get together?!!!
when the flight got the techical problems
that is how we started to know each other..
Even the God was helping us 2b together
Some more jia yee is my course mate!
i wanted to fly high into the sky that time..

we were overnight at Hilton Hotel with free dinner and breakfast
Due to the delayed flight..
i was sleeping alone in one big room with 2 Queen size bed!
this is awesome!

Me and Jia yee still stick together until now..
during the orientation,
we met zhi ting.. she was trying to find a sharing house..
then she got to stay with me..
that is how i know her..

on the orientation day,
we met hon wei, Jes, Yan Jie as well..
during the que for the lunch..
i remembered me and hon wei laughed a lot that time
cause me and hon wei cannot understand yan jie's chinese

Betty and sabrina are my clssmates!
we get along very well and always laugh in the clss..
wink each other..
im really a lucky girl afterall..

then after sems 1,
i met this four guys
sheng yu, victor, chii yong and wei kenn
i get along well with victor, chii yong and wei kenn
they are really like jokers!
make people laugh most of the time..
eventhough sometimes they teased me alot
But they are still the best.. =)
2b fren with them, you will never feel alone~

almost 7months im staying in tassie,
im really enjoyed the life very much..
especially with my friends
thx to my parents
if not because they sent me here,
i wouldn't meet you all at here!

i like you all very much!
muakxxx *hugz*

i'm really a lucky girl

'SomeOne' - virgo babies!

2008-09-01T10:07:00.005+10:00

what so special about today?'someone birthday today!'
wei zhi ting, happy 20th birthday!
for the next day,
Happy birthday to sheng yu as well!

what the both of u wish for a birthday?

message from me to zhi ting :
hey do u remember how we met each other?
i still can remember so clearly..
we even stayed in the same roof before
we cooked together as well
im really glad to meet a friend like u at here
We spend the most of the time together~ basically almost everything!
you even told me your problems whenever you are feeling unwell..
thts make me feel tht u trust me~

so whenever you have any problems,
just open your mouth and talk to us..
we will always be there to lend the ears for u!

Wei, happy birthday to you once again!
Friendship Forever!

'As we go on
We remember
All the times we spend together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Frenz 4ever'

TO OUR FUTURE!!

2008-08-26T10:07:00.003+10:00

this few weeks i burned my ass off!
rushing for assignments
at the same time, i need to get to work
plus, need to do the quiz every week
+ short answer every week
+star-dee for the exams!
some more what?

finally today, yes today,
i finished the assignments!
can't wait for this to end~
within one day i rushed 1500 words!
this is crazie, i never done this before in my life~
But it will be ended at 2pm today!
*jump jump jump*

then we planned for a big dinner to celebrate the end of the assignments!
TO THE FUTURE!
really excited + happy + mixture feelings
those assignments were torturing us!

Last nite i was talking with my mami
she likes to '38' with my life..
asked me everything.. even about my assignments..
holy mama - i was like mami i tell u also u won't know..
she said i don't care i want to know what have u wrote in ur essay
"every mum likes to know all about her daughter"
READ IT OUT!!
shit, so i read read read..
she said she missed my voice!
of course lah mum
asked me whether i get used to live in aussie or not..
"i tell you she asked the same Q for a thousand times"
so cute!

+ i was talking to my brownie and vickie,
i called their name in my room
until i didn't realized tht i was actually screaming!
what a shame!!
i bet people out there want to kick my ass!
try to low down my volume.. but i cant help it..
it will be turning back to the high volume whenever i cannot tahan with their cuteness!

im going to cook smthg new tonite!
i called my mami for the second time,
asked her bout the ingredients!
she asked me whether got this or tht
i was like mami what did u expected from here?
my mum was started to worry about me!
"No wonder u said u missed to eat home meals"
wei, mum's cook is the best of the best among the best!

everytime i called her she will be saying
"wei dun call everyday, call once a week"
once i called today, tomo 101% she will be asking me..
"eh amuyang why you dun call back home today"
=.=

August Babee

2008-08-08T20:08:00.001+10:00

I was supposed to blog this on 08-08-08
But I was busy for working so delayed until today
Well it was a surprise birthday party that I ever had in my life!
Normally it was expected!
I was a bit emo on tht day
Cause it was shocking for me!

My birthday on 8 August 2008..
Some more Olympic games in Beijing!
It was a bizarre day for me..
It feels like everyone was celebrating my bday (But actually not)

Ooopppssss

Before the day of my day..
My boss gave me a bday present!!
Wht a shock!
A birthday present from the boss!
I felt touched – im really a lucky gal after all~
Eventho it was a small present
But it means a lot to me!
It is a hairclip
(and my frens were giggling tht the present was given cause my hair is too messy!)

On my day,
I was having a clinical pratice at aged care!
They bought me a bday cake!
And I nvr expect tht!
Im really really touched by them~
The carers and residents were celebrating my bday..
There is one particular grandma..
I took care of her only once..
Im really enjoyed it!
I talked to her everytime
I talked about my story
I tried to entertain her as much as I could..
cause tht is all I can do for her~
She was trying to wish me..
She can’t really speak well as she is old
She grabbed my hand and closed the eyes
The tears rolled down on her faces..
I was telling myself not to cry
I tried to hold as long as I could!
What I can do was only looking on the movement of her mouth
I felt very sour and my voice was shaking!
She kissed my hand and pated my head..
Then all I can do was saying thank you~
I tried to walk away and cried at the corner where everyone cant see me..
“Her bless was too much for me”
I’M SO LUCKY TO BE HERE WITH HER ON MY BDAY!
We sang the GOD songs together,

I hope I can be the LIGHT of their life.. =)

At the night time,
Jia yee rang me not to come over at her place unless she called me!
I was like “Haiyo I know ur planning already lah”
“Actually I thought the surprise will be victor and wei kenn joining us…”
Then went to her place,
Go KNOCK KNOCK on wei kenn’s door
Some more I was wearing my black socks..
Asked him to join us..
Once the door opened widely,
Everyone was inside the room..
Plus Betty and Sabrina..
Bringing out the bday cake for me!
Sang the song with the candle on~
My tears were slowly rolling on my face
I cried,
BECAUSE IT WAS SO ADORABLE!!
Betty lied to me!
She is very good in acting!!
Why I nvr realize anything at all..
My Bluetooth was low on that day~
Cause a bit emo (not bcause of the stupidity)
By the way, jia yee and wei kenn looked like my mum and dad tht day –
Cause they were busy to handle the preparation for my party.. Thanks!!

Thanks for the handmade + wonderful meal!! YUMMY!

That day it was the happiest day that I ever had in my life!
Thx for the loves from my FRIENDS!!
*The Warmth Hugz From Me*

i should wear a proper clothes on tht day! ish ish

p/s – Im just bullshiting the posting time.. Set it on 8 August 2008.. so that it looks prefect! Ssshhhh.. =)

12 August 2008

3.06am

Ben Lomond - Ski-Ing

2008-07-27T23:16:00.026+10:00

Yesterday woke up early in the morning at 6.30am..
Just to prepare the breakfast and food for the trip!
Those bastards, chiiYong, Weikenn and ShengYu..
Lazy ass!!!
Leave me and jia yee did those preparation..
Actually I didn’t help anything as well~
I was cutting my nails and eating my breakfast..
Wei, at least I accompanied jia yee!!

We were supposed to gather at the spot at 7.45am..
But those guys were still lying on the bed with their ass at 7.15am..
Oh my gosh!!
It was a bit rushing that time!
Luckily we were reaching the gathering spot on time~
I was so excited!!
Finally I got the chances to touch and feel the snows~
I promised myself to go for ski-ing as I was going

Well we were in the grp 2's bus!
Me and jia yee were sitting togeda..
While WeiKenn and Chiiyong were sitting behind us~
Lastly ShengYu was sitting on the single seat!
Ours bus was the last one to move the ass!!
Im not happy about this~

While in the bus,
WeiKenn and ChiiYong talked non-stoply~
Sitting behind us somemore!!
THEY WERE PURPOSELY!!
Disturbing ours hairs!!
Ish ish ish

When I wanted to sleep,
They were trying to disturb me and asked me stupid Q!!
They tried to take my time away from sleeping!!
*eh jasmine, the driver is a guy*
*eh jasmine here*
*eh jasmine there*
MY AURA WAS BURNING!!
Without reliased it, we were on the spot!!In the end, I didn’t manage to sleep at all in an hour journey!
WTH

On the destination,
I was so excited~
As well as my other frens..
Quickly I turned my direction to those who are ski-ing!!
I WANT TO SKI!!
My mission accomplished~
~IM SKI_ING ON THE SNOW!!~ Wo-HOooo

I was ski-ing here and there by myself~
It was bizarre~
Then Weikenn kept pushing to make me fall~
As im not really stable at that time..
Freshmen ma!!
It felt so nice until even you fell down no pain at all
A touch on the snow,
Make my heart melted away!
while i was ski-ing, jia yee went off for snowman!
how i wish to join them as well.. ish im too greedy~ =D

NOTE:
My Prince, Nonong,
Just turned 14 yrs old yesterday!!

Happy Buffday My Prince!

2008-07-25T23:21:00.005+10:00

Tomorrow, tommorow, tomorrow
Early morning wake up in the morning
Run down from upstairs just to watch TV
Lying on the sofa and holding the remote control
What do you see?
Looking at the date
26th July 2008
Happy Birthday My Prince~

My Prince,
I extended my bless to you just for the precautions..
Just in case that im tired to blog on tomo nite~
I was waiting for you to online tis whole day!
But you never appear online~
when i wanted you to online you dun wan!
oh great this is TOO FAIR!!

My Prince,
Do you remember that we always make the contract over smthg secretive
We used a piece of paper as the contract and signed by each of us!
i still kept it..

We always fought over foods
We always fought for the TV
We always fought for the toileting..
BASICALLY WE FIGHT FOR EVERYTHING!

But you know what?!
This make the atmosphere around the house feel like HOME!
I missed to do a lot of things with you~
Eventhough im always scolding you over smthg..
But actually im just trying to teach you the way you shd be in this real world~
im really hoping that you can be a successful young man in the future!

There are a lot of things i wanted to express..
But i turned out to be speechless everytime!
I hope that you can just touch my heart..
And you will be receiving all the msgs i want to send to you!

You are the best Brother that i ever had!
I love you, Nonong~
So i hope you love me too.. Hehe!
don't shy shy ya~
*hugz*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! *muakxx*

This pic was taken when he was 13 yrs old..

Love,
The second Princess,
your second sista..
abee

Erm, Umm, Mmm...

2008-07-21T22:50:00.004+10:00

tis few days i laughed quite a lots..
till me myself felt tired over it!!
do you know that it is really tired as you can't stop urself from laughing over smthg..
kept wiping all my joy of tears..
where do i get tis gene from?!
mummy??

cold cold day make myself hardly to step out from my room..
unless for certain things~
such as = working!!
durin tis kinda day to catch bus..
piece of shit!!
i look like a robot as im walking down the street!!
ish ish...

my bro birthday is coming soon
which is on 26th July..
hoping to celebrate the bday with him~
at the same time im joining the msian association for the ski-ing trip!
i bet he will be bery bery angry bout it..
But bro come on la.. i nid time to rest too ya..
hehe~
actually im quite excited for the trip..
can't wait for ski-ing..
my frens refused to ski with me..
do you know what they wan to do at thr?!
just enjoying to see ppl ski-ing~
*sigh*
it was supposed to b "first come first serve"
but our dear fren, Guo Yi helped us to book the place even at the very last minutes..
thx ya my dear~
bcause of u, we hav the opportunities to join this trip..
how can i forget tt particular sweet moment *Lesbian moment*
cut cut cut..
the acting is over!!
yeah very entertaining.. go on and take a bow (wannabe Rihanna)
*ish this is cold*

hey nonong,
dun get jealous ya~
you know that you will always b my baby! (wannabe mariah carey)
oh my gosh i can't stop myself from singing..
lalalalala~ shut up!!
pls just ignore me~

bless you nonong!!
*hugz* miss your fats~

Hallelujah

2008-07-13T16:45:00.001+10:00

Finally I nid to say bye bye to sem 1..
Here I come for sem 2~
My results are not as satisfy as I thought it was..
But still glad tat there is no fail in my record!
Huahaha (evil laugh)

Well talking bout sem 1.
Finally we touch on biology!!
How I miss the science subjets!!
The book costed 130 bucks!!
Wat the hell~ so exp!

The maths was easy..
I bet even those idiots know how to handle it..
But those locals think that it was hard..
So how can I describe them???
Even worse than an idiot?..
Sorry 2b rude.. but this is the truth~
Sowie~

The new sem starts..
Even gained some new frens..
I met this four guys at somewhere!
Shd I intro them..??
Hehe…
Those brats are Victor, ShengYu, WeiKen and CheeYeong~
They are jokers from msia..
Stop stop stop… lets skip the topic..
Dun wan to talk more bout them =X

I got my clinical placement for 2nd sem..
But im not quite agree with the arrangement!!
As we thought that it was supposed 2b “First come First serve”
What da fcking hell tat was all bullshit!!
They are placing us by randomly computer method~
For me, zhi ting and Betty are at the Aged care on Launceston..
But for jia yee, Sabrina and sawako are at Hospital which takes 2.30 hrs to drive down to Hobart…
This is crazy!!
But bo bien lo~ hardly to find someone to swap as a lot of people at the same situation..
But I took them as lucky news for them cause they managed to get practical in the Hospital..
How I wish I get it too!
But nvm hope for the nxt time~
Hope UTAS b smart to pick the clinical placement for students…
(Be fair and beneficial to the students)

Additionally,
The school life re-open..
So I only manage to get work not more than 20 hrs~
During last holidays,
I worked like hell by non-stoply working every single days..
Beyond that I am hunting for some jobs for my summer breaks~ (as a preparation)
“heihei” quoted by (Li, 2008)

Nervousity!

2008-07-08T17:26:00.003+10:00

tomo, my first sem results will be posting out!!
oh my goddie, tis is skedry~
my blood is running very fast whenever i tink bout it!
my breathing speed is increasing!
my heart is beating very fast! *dump dump dump*

duno wat will be happening to my results~
it is unpredictable!
im hoping for the best - *cross the fingers*
God, pls give me what i want~
God, pls lend me your strength to me~

my mama always said tt there is no use for you to pray after the exams
all you hav to do is give it the best!
dun have to wait for the answers to drop from the sky!!
and pour on your head~
as im a person who always did that!

Well, im hoping tt the results able to satisfy my thirst!!
Good luck to my frens as well..
as we are on the same boat~
hope everyone would b able to carry the smile on the face..
Good luck to me!!!
YAY!!
*jump jump jump*
*pray hard*

Bitches!

2008-07-02T19:11:00.012+10:00

Well, this week I will be working only on Thursday – Sunday~
So my frens grabbed this opportunities to held the gals party again!
im being booked everyday~

On monday we went down city to eat sushi..
Before went down to city,
I helped the no.1 bitch, Betty to straighten hers hair while waiting for others to come over~
We reached the paradise of sushi at 6pm..
Struggling to go for buffet or alarkat..
At the end, go for buffet due to the hungriness~

We have a new comer who is Sawako-chan!!
We were influencing her over some bitcy stuffs..
We talked, laughed, bitchy acted, ate at the same time..
Luckily at tt nite, there were only few customers roaming in the shop..
We were noisy like hell as it might be creating the sound pollution..
But no choice.. cause it was so hard to control ourselves when we get HIGH..
We laughed non-stop until im non-stoply crying over the funny move tt we make..
Oh shit, I felt like shit as im trying to stop myself from laughing..
Cause my mouth and belly were extremely hurting!!
My frens always said that..
‘if you see jasmine laughter, it makes you laugh like hell.. jasmine makes those jokes even funnier’

Whenever I see anyone laughing..
I will be ending up non-stoply laughing…
I really hate it as I sked one day my jaw might be dropping~
But my frens were enjoying my laughter!
Piece of shit!! =p

After finished disturbing others priority in tt shop,
We left and walked around in the dark city..
We had to wait for 40mins for the next bus to come at 9.10pm
So we went for a walk to the next bus stop to waste the following times.
We sang on the side of the road..And took some bitcy pictures..

Yesterday night~
Zhi ting invited me and chia yee for the dinner with hers housemates..
But at the same time, we had another programme with our own frens!!
Oh gosh this really make me headache..
Im struggling to pick one of the dinner..
But failed over some reasons..
So we decided to go for both dinners..
We had the dinner at zhi ting’s place at 7pm..
While the 2nd round dinner at betty’s house at 9pm..

At 9pm..
We ordered 2 large pizzas and bought 2 bottles of wines with sprite..
So they ate hungrily like hell as waiting for me, chia yee and zhi ting..
I felt so sorry for them~
At the end I only managed to eat one piece of pizza

But im still hungry even though I ate two large big bowls of rice at Zhi ting’s place..
Nevermind I hold my belly specially for my hungry frens..

After ate.. We went for the w** movies~
Sawako-chan was so concentrating!! Oh my gosh~
Everyone went for toileting after the movies..
i bet, it was because of the w**ness~ hahahaha(evil laughs)
Sorry no to detail about this over some indescribable reasons..
The one has the bluetooth would be able to understand this~
*giggling*

We drank the wine while watching the movie..
Me and Betty mixed wine + beer + sprite together..
But at the end Betty drunk..
She was vomiting non-stoply..
And saying that
“im not gonna drink again”
To b the truth, tt was all bullsitting!!
She was the one who asking for the wine + beer~
Guarantee that she will be drinking again and again for the next time!!

After a few seconds I was so hungry
And asking for the foods..
My adorable frens make me a toasted sandwich..
We overnight at betty’s house and went for bed at 3.30am~
We were preparing for the bed..
*silence mode* suddenly!!
My stomach was gruping~
Here I goes again..
Laughed all night long with my frens as it kept gruping!!

The First Princess

2008-06-29T16:54:00.004+10:00

Tis few days, chit-chating with my sista thru msn..
I know she miss me so much!!
She is now at home as she is having holidays!
She’s non-stoply showing off tt she is enjoying life at home!
Ish ish~ urgh!! Beh song le!!
Not oni tt, want to torture me some more~
She got the chances to hug and touch Vickie and brownie (my adorable dogs)
As she knows that I love my ah-kie and ah-nie!!
Practically describing every single things that im missed~
Feel like want to whack her..!!
Ish ish ‘mintak tampar’ huahaha(evil laugh)

My sista is a bery strong-hearted person
Risky personality, dare to try risky challenges
Never give up..
Rarely to see she’s crying~
Well, to describe her..
JUST IMAGING A TIGER!!
ROAR ROAR ROAR
Sometimes she will be roaring around the house..
Even my bro finds it quite bossy~
Big sista always like tt.. =P
(To whom is the eldest in the family, Im sorry)
(I didn’t mean to piss you gals off) hehe~

She was complaining tt..
“Why you never write about me in your blog?”
“You don’t love me anymore?”
“Yeah I know that..”
Wah I was like…
Then I replied ‘who ask you never online tis few months..
No programme with me at all..
So how am I goin to write about you!!’

You suppose to know that I love my family bery muchie!!
Wei, dun make me repeat so many times ya~
I dun like to repeat!! (blueeuukk)

I miss to spend the time with you
I miss to read manga with you
I miss to watch anime with you
I miss to do housework with you
I miss to fight with you
Can I stop from listing every single things that I missed??

But now I do those activities alone!!
Everytime I do those activities I will be missing you kompia!!

I miss those advices and lectures tt you gave me~
everytime when im thinking about it..
I will be crying!!

You know that I will be turning to bery bery weak towards family..
So I love you, my precious family~
It was because of Your efforts tt m having today!

daddy, mummy, anong, nonong.. i miss you so bad.. it hurts..

The Last GoodBye

2008-06-26T23:36:00.029+10:00

Friends are hard to find, but easy to go~

A fren of mine, Hon Wei went back to Singapore..
He will be going back with no return to aus as he received an offer for medicine in Royal College, Ireland~
So he planned to leave aus and go for medicine!
Which means we are going to stay in aus without him~

I can still remember tt how we met each other..
It was on 18-02-2008~
Me, Jia yee, Yien Jie, Jes and Hon wei met each other at the free lunch on the orientation day..
We laughed like hell whenever we met each other..
Ended up I was crying because laughed too much~
I always blamed him tt he brought the unlucky aura to me as both of us received the student card after one week orientation~
But the rest received it only within few days..
That is how we started to fight and stir each other!
We ate together most of the time during first few weeks..

Not forgetting that we spent time together at the Gorge too~

After a few months we rarely met each other as we were busy over our own assignments..
So we don’t really spend much time together~
But whenever me and Hon Wei met each other..
We will be ended up mouth fighting and stirring each other~
He likes to hit and pat my head!!
Till sometimes I got headache because of internal injured in my brain…
(Yeah blamed it on him)
He always complaint about my face as my face is a bit chubby~ (he is just so jealous with my chubby cute face)

But one day he told us that he will be going to Ireland as he received an offer…
I was sad but happy for him~ cause he wants 2b a doctor!!
Congrate to him!!
His flight was on 25/06/2008 to Singapore..
So planned a party especially for him on a day before!!

In the planning process,
We were struggling for the timing as yien jie only will be available at 3pm onwards and me needed to go for work at 5.30pm!
So the only time left was between 3pm-5pm..
we went down to supermarket to buy the ingredients for the party~
*cook cook cook* Finished at 3.30pm~
But needed to wait for Hon Wei as he went off for Ker lei’s problems..
So we wait wait wait until 4pm..
(the only time left was one hour)
So I planned to prepare myself to go for work first…
But suddenly Jes told us to eat first~
Then she was rushing out *puff* (gone)
So I ate first and told my other frens to wait for them as I nid to go for work~
I don’t want to ruin the party..
I felt sorry that they were rushing because of the timing..
I brought the burdens to other~ *sob sob*
How I wish tt I don’t work on that day~
I was a bit sad as thought tt I might not be able to join them..
Suddenly Hon wei appeared..
I was a bit happy~ at least there was about 40mins left..
Waited for 10mins for Jes apperance~
It doesn’t matter of the timing!!
At least we had the last party together for 30mins~
I wanted to cry but tried to hold my tears…
Try to think something to create a good and full of joy atmosphere~
Ended up we were smashing the cake to each other~
Although it was a farewell party but still I’m happy tt we can ended up to a memorable party~

At night we watched movies together until 5am~
Ohh my Gosh, my eyes wanted to drop out already..
When back sleep for a while,
Then wake up 8am in the morning to send Hon Wei off at his hostel~
I was keeping silence all the way to the car park
Because once I talk to him..
I will be ending up crying~
And I don’t want to cry because I promised..
We gave the handmade card to him!!
Although it was a bit simple..
But it was special~
At the last few seconds left,
He hugged each of us~
When he hugged others, my eyes turned watery!!
HOLD HOLD!!
On my turn.. my tears were pouring down on my face!!
He was patting my head for the last time~
We said The Last Goodbye To Him~
Im sorry that I cried!!
I will always remember those sweet memories

and the moments tt we spent together!!

Thanks for being my god-brother!
Thanks for taking care us!
Thanks for the advices!

HON WEI, WISH THAT YOU WILL BE A GREAT DOCTOR!! DR. TEO~

I WILL BE SAVING YOUR NAME IN MY DATA!!
FORGET US NOT!!
WE WILL BE MISSING YOU~ *HUGZ*

History of the day!

2008-06-22T15:33:00.000+10:00

Last Friday,
We were gathering to have a wonderful dinner..
Well as me and chia yee cooked curry~
Zhi ting make chinese pancakes
Sabrina make some fried udong noodles and spring rolls
Lastly Betty make BBQ chicken wings..

Before we started to cook the dinner
We walked down to supermarket to buy the ingredients of the dinner..
While waiting for zhi ting,
We sat on the supplied bench at the head of the junction across the road..
*stared directly to the dark spooky junction to wait for appearance of zhi ting’s shadow*

It was freaking cold – our voices started to sound horrible!
Waited for about 20mins, finally she appeared~
What so funny is.. she was laughing all the way down by herself while crossing the road to come towards us..
She was saying tt “You all…(haha)… bunch…(haha)... gangster…(haha)… fierce face~ =.=”
“I’m sweating”
I was begging “Can you make it clear?.. We couldn’t understand any single word tt you interpreted”
Ooo.. She was explaining tt we looked like a bunch of gal’s gangster with a fierce mask on ours face!
(It took few mins to let her explain tis as she kept laughing)
Ok lets jump to the topic~

After carried those ingredients from supermarket to Betty’s house,
We started our motivation..
*cook cook cook*
We took bout one hour!
My belly was like “gurp gurp gurp”
We were eating on the table while suddenly “knock knock knock”
“rupa-rupanya” is Damon with police suite on..
He placed his arse on the chair and joined us for dinner~
While eating, he kept stirring me!! Ish ish WTH
Me cannot even eat peacefully~

Oh my Gosh tis is the most important part…
This is the first time ever,
My belly fulled with the food while had a dinner with my frens..
Finally I showed my normality!
Usually NONE can fill the food into my belly until full unless she is my mama!
I ate 2 big plates of rice with curry..
I ate 4 spring rolls
I ate 4 chinese pancakes
I ate 7 BBQ chicken wings
And finally 1.5 plates of udong..
(I cannot finish the other 0.5 of udong)
My frens were stunned and said WOW - *clap clap clap*
"Sabrina, you shd claim for a trophy from me"

“After a few mins I was thinking tt probably because Damon joined us for dinner make my belly fulled as he kept STIRRING me!!” – kept mumbling “do and don’t” assumed like my mother!

The Extension Gals Party

2008-06-18T23:26:00.047+10:00

Well, actually we planned to go ‘hiao’ last week as our last paper ended on last Thu..
But…
Me and Sabrina nid to go work during weekends…
So we extended it until tis week..
Finally we held the crazy gals party again!

Last Monday,
Me, Jia yee, Zhi ting, Sabrina and Betty went down to city for windows-shopin by bus as Sabrina told me tt she was drooling to go shopping wit us~
While in the bus, we talked and laughed super loud by treating other passengers invisible to us..
WE ARE SUCH A BITCH
The five of us were competing 2b the no.1 bitch..
As usual, Betty is the first bitch~ Followed by me and we are still wondering who will b the nxt bitch!!
Suspected jia yee o sabrina… Haha
Oh Well stop the nonsense bitch talks and Get our ass off the bus..

Gals missions started..

Sabrina bought some clothes as well as Betty and Jia Yee wit their new ball hats.
Not forgetting tt, Zhi Ting also bought a new body lotion..
Well as for me, come bak wit empty handed..
me “BO LUI”..

Before went bak, we took couple of pics in the CityPark in the City..As usual we are bitch anyway~ try 2b the American Next Top Model!!

Dun laugh but it is true story!

Oh gosh it was so darn tired 2b a model practically for 1 hrs..
We were lacking of poses and trying to tink creatively..
My mouth so damn pain as i nid to pretend to smile sweetly..
Felt like my jaw is goin to drop someday!
Oh coi coi coi.. TOUCHWOOD
At last we realized that we failed 2b the model..
So we gave up and hopefully there will b a next time~
Huahaha (evil laugh)

Last Tuesday (yesterday),
We went for picnic in the Gorge..
Wah the whether was cloudly as it gave me a feeling tt it might b raining.. *cross the finger*
Me make the sandwiches, Jia yee make the pancakes, Betty brought chips and drinks, Well Sabrina and Zhi ting brought their bellies!!

We also bought pizza wit 16 slices in it..

Nid 30 minutes to walk from city to Gorge..
So we take turned to carry the stuffs..
Finally reached the destination..
Try to find the prefect place for our arse to sit..
OH MY GOSH.. The DUCKS AND GOOSE SHITS were practically polluting the green grass..

Ended up, sat on the side of the foot pathway..
As we started to eat the pizza.. we realized tt someone is watching us..
DO YOU NOE WAT HAPPENED NEXT..
All the birds, peacocks and cats builded a barrier around us..
The feelings to eat peacefully were sux!!
Sound pollution sumore – meow… kukuku… jijiji… =.=”
I was like “shoo shoo shoo”…

We took random pics during the picnic..

Make sure you are 18++.. the pics below might contained unwanted scene..

Continued….

At night,
We watched horror movies togeda in the Learning Hub..
Me and jia yee rushed to Learning Hub in order to have the private room to watch movie as the room contained plasma Tv..
We watched straight 2 ghost movies.. ‘The Last Breath’ and ‘The Victim’..
I watched The Last Breath again as my frens nvr watch it b4..
While watchin the ‘woo movie’ jia yee, betty and Sabrina kept covering their eyes.. Me and Zhi ting were lecturing them..
“Hey it wouldn’t b fun if you dun watched it carefully~”
Then they tried to prevent from covering their eyes..
But came to the worse tt they kept screaming~ ish ish WTH..
I bet ppl out there can heard it..
I dun wan any misunderstandings as ppl might b tinkin negatively.. “wat are those gals doin in the ROOM?” 0_0
For the bery first precaution..
Preferable them to cover their eyes..

Well wat can I say?!
That two days were super bombastic and indescribable for us..*Sigh* Me nid to go back to work~

Him(s)

2008-06-16T22:38:00.001+10:00

Just now i was talking to my dad and mummy as my bro is not around today!
He went off for taekwando training as his competition will be held on 4th July..
He really loves martial arts since he started to learn how to walk and talk~
Now one of his dreams cum true - im glad tt he acheived the things he wished to do!
I'm here will be praying hard for by little brother (my little boy boy) to win in the competition~
altho sumtimes he created the flame on the top of my head,
he will turned around and splashed the water by saying "I am Sorry"
He always tried to take care my feelings and prevent me from crying over some silly stuffs..
i love him with all of my heart~

I like it when he talked with me over his problems..
It creates a warmth feeling in my heart~
I will always be there to lend my shoulder to him..
i love him even more~

As he is smarter than me, i'm hoping he can be more than i shd b
so do not underestimates my little boy! he is better than you never ever think of him..
once the inside of him is awaken, he will be showin the real him..

Well, just now chat wit my daddy,
oh my gosh tis is my first time ever chat with my dad thru msn~
At first i tot it was my little boy,
But then on his side kept nudging me~
so i found it was a bit weird as my little boy will be practically answering every of my Q!
As dad was keeping the cool side of him - he will not be answering any of my Q..
My words just spilted out, " is it papa?"
Still my daddy not answering~ However, i still can tell the way he's chatting~
SO CONFIRM IS MY PAPA
so i was chatting so happily wit my dad till suddenly my tears ran down on my face!
i hav no idea why?!
Papa just asked me bout how is my life down here~ my eyes turned watery!!
At a very second, all those atmosphere gone.. YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY..
My mama cum and chat wif me -
i was happy too but is different kind of hapiness~
Papa makes me happy till i am crying emotionally..
Mama makes me laugh till i am crying..

i told papa tt
i will be studying hard to make you proud at me
i will be working hard to earn money to support myself
Eventho papa able to carry for all my expenses..
But still i wan to earn money for my living cost.. and as a sista
i wish to support my little boy boy's expenses for his education~

Dad, Mum, Anong(big sista) and Nonong(my little boy boy),
You build me to stand still on my own feet!
You are the one who can touch my heart!

Happy Papa's Dae~

2008-06-15T22:43:00.000+10:00

Today is a blusted day - Dad, hapi papa's day~

Tis morning i am supposed to send a msg to dad~
But sked to disturb dadi,
"~music~ who the hell send a msg early in da morning!"
Lookin at the hp wit half-open eyes. *piang* throw the hp away!

I dun wan tis 2b happen ~ so beter wait for the rite time!

But then, juz remembered tt my hp ran out of credit - *piang* OH SHIT
Try to use the other hp (msian phone) NO CREDIT...
I was like... "Tu Tu Tu Tu"... gong gong

OH GOSH Why muz b todae!

Then plan to buy credit, skool's shop no open WTH
Yeah Put the blame on tt particular shop.. kakaka~

No other choice.. try to online see whether my bro on9 o not..
Pray hard - *Cross the Fingers*
"Hurray he is online"

My real motive actually juz wan to talk to dad..
Then my mum so "ke po" cum and adjust her butt on the chair to talk wit me..(mama, i noe u miss me)
bo bien scream at the back "HEY DAD HAPI FATHER'S DAY"..
My dad is a cool type of person.. eventho he heard it..
But he will be maintaining the cool side of him! - "ya i heard it"
my dad is cute rite?! tt is y mummy likes daddy so muchie~

Well, dad is a cool type.. Hardly to find him to talk in a day~
Everytime wen dad talk to me, i will laugh silently behind his back till all my teeths drop!
Everytime i wan to talk to dad, i will b turning out speechless
But dad, actually i hav a lot of things wan to share and talk wit u~

If he give to much advices, i will cry~ i'm too happy and sensitive!
Wen he smiles, i will laugh~ i like my dad's teeth
eventho dad is a bit tiny, but his heart is big and strong~

DAD YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY HERO~

You raise me up so i can stand on mountain
You raise me up so i can go thru the stormy sea
I am strong wen i'm on ur shoulders
You Raise Me Up To More Than I Can Be...
*dad, i will show u wat im realy made of*

Here comes the dae~

2008-06-13T23:38:00.000+10:00

Tis is my first time blogging~ a bit nervous!
strange ya?! ok forget bot the craps~
actualy decided to create a blog a bery bery lon time ago~
but due to my laziness! urgh~ forget it..
well 'Here comes the Day'~

yesterdae was my last paper~ wat can i say "Wo-Hoo"..
soli for those who are still havin the exams now~
yesterdae was super dupar cold.. raining sumore~
feel like shit..

me and my fren, Betty, were singing and gossiping outside the exam hall in order to calm ourselves down.. our voice was shaking like hell.. ended up..
laugh~

In the exam hall..
while waitin for the exam time,
i was so boring, do wat?!
staring and lookin at ppl.. my fav part
sum ppl were prayin and even caught those who was digging the nose.. (wth)
it was darn funny..
Giggling sial..

exam started.. the paper was sux like hell
can see sum ppl scratching their heads..
tot im the oni one tink it was hard.. but thx God.. got sum companies..
me din even finish the last Q...
the old bald short man took my paper away!!
i'm tryin to persuade him to let me write a bit more, but he said "NO NO NO TIMES OUT"
i felt a bit wasted since i knew the answers for tt Q~ damn it!!
cum out wit shaggy face!
but as long as feed me wif the food
i will forget everytin

last nite i ate one large pizza.. A fren, Damon, bought it for us..
and he was stunned.. giv me tt kinda look " why tis gal can eat so much"
well is a bit hard to explain since tt was his 2nd time to spend the time eating wif me..

after eat go for toileting - cum out empty belly again.. shit!!
QUOTE: "wen you see Jasmine eating you will be havin a big appetite,
but after a few while, you will be feelin like vomitting.." (Tan, 2008)