Last Goodnight

HOW CAN I SAY I LOVE HIM

WHEN I HARDLY EVEN KNOW HIM

HOW CAN I DARE TO TELL HIM

HOW MUCH HE MEANT TO ME

HOW DO I DARE TO HOPE

THAT MY FEELINGS AREN'T IN VAIN

WHEN DEEP INSIDE I KNOW

THAT WE CAN NEVER BE

HOW CAN I SAY I CARE FOR HIM

SO MUCH IT BREAKS MY HEART

HOW CAN I SAY I WANT HIM

WHEN I DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT

TO FEEL THESE THINGS I'M FEELING

AND TO DREAM THESE DREAMS I DREAM

WHEN DEEP INSIDE I KNOW

THIS COULD BE OUR LAST GOODNIGHT

This poem was written by one of my friend.

I found it quite meaningful and makes me want to share

It meant alot to me, that even makes me cry.

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I'm just a mysterious box that would no one able to unlock me.

I realise how much I grew up like last week

I realise how successful and powerful I can be

I promise that no one can stop me to walk on the road of success

I want to be stronger

To have all the spirits to push me into the word of confident and courages

I want to be what I dream to be

I won't turn back to my mistakes

And learn from them......

Message from God

You've carried the guilt, the shame for long enough

You've kept your wounds open for long enough

The time has to come to let go, to heal

Keep the lessons and let the pain heal

Yes, you know what we are talking about...

...nothing is exciting if you know what the outcome going to be

You keep wanting to know how things will play out

Keep asking to see the future

God doesn't give anyone the power to know the future

because life becomes maddeningly boring when you know everything upfront

So, instead of struggling, enjoy the uncertainty

To be alive means to not know...

...

It doesn't mean that I x love you when I x show you to the world,

Cause you are mine and not to be shared at all!!~~~

Am I?

There are lots of things happened around this few months,

Misunderstanding always built gap between the relationship,

How I hope these will ended asap...

Am i really that useless?

Am i really that stubborn?

Am i really that selfish?

Am i really the person that make a bad day?

I hope that we will never fight over small things

I hope we can try to understand each other thoughts

I hope that we can always hang a smile on the face everyday

I hope we try not to hurt each others heart anymore

I need a shoulder to cry on sometimes

I need to scream out whenever i'm stress out

I need a hug for warmness

I need to be protected

I can understand how a person changes from time to time

But i hope this will never happen,

I guess i really need to slow down,

and try to make a satisfactory ending...

I miss you, family and dogs!!!

I need to call the airasia customer services, I booked with master card and it showed error.. But then the seat i selected was taken where i guess it was me! Try to call then 4 times at this hour, but they are busy in line.. Used up my 30bucks credit in my phone.. what a waste!! GERAMNYA!!