Message from God

You've carried the guilt, the shame for long enough

You've kept your wounds open for long enough

The time has to come to let go, to heal

Keep the lessons and let the pain heal

Yes, you know what we are talking about...

...nothing is exciting if you know what the outcome going to be

You keep wanting to know how things will play out

Keep asking to see the future

God doesn't give anyone the power to know the future

because life becomes maddeningly boring when you know everything upfront

So, instead of struggling, enjoy the uncertainty

To be alive means to not know...

...

It doesn't mean that I x love you when I x show you to the world,

Cause you are mine and not to be shared at all!!~~~

Am I?

There are lots of things happened around this few months,

Misunderstanding always built gap between the relationship,

How I hope these will ended asap...

Am i really that useless?

Am i really that stubborn?

Am i really that selfish?

Am i really the person that make a bad day?

I hope that we will never fight over small things

I hope we can try to understand each other thoughts

I hope that we can always hang a smile on the face everyday

I hope we try not to hurt each others heart anymore

I need a shoulder to cry on sometimes

I need to scream out whenever i'm stress out

I need a hug for warmness

I need to be protected

I can understand how a person changes from time to time

But i hope this will never happen,

I guess i really need to slow down,

and try to make a satisfactory ending...

I miss you, family and dogs!!!

I need to call the airasia customer services, I booked with master card and it showed error.. But then the seat i selected was taken where i guess it was me! Try to call then 4 times at this hour, but they are busy in line.. Used up my 30bucks credit in my phone.. what a waste!! GERAMNYA!!

Honeymoon?

Quite a while i didn't open my blog and talk craps about my life~ Been honeymoon for a few months. Nothing much really happened in this few months. We just had a lot of parties this few months until i want to mampus. This is Terlampau! Past few days, we went for a crazy day which there were alot of crazy sales with crazy people including us to shop crazily! Well i guess i spent about $200 all together. It was under my budget! Pwweeeuuuhhh.. Tht was lucky!

By the way, we had a wonderful night ystd. We made some dumplings where I'm really sucks in cooking. Oh well, it turned out prefect! They are prefect! What was so 'chuang' when my friends kept make me laughed PLUS video-ing! This is great! But it was really an enjoyable night!


Tomorrow, we are going for fishing! *Jump jump jump* I'm so happy as i love water so so much! I'm not going to fish but im going to play with the water! *Clap clap clap*

Few weeks ago, my sista shared a poem :


It's better to walk by faith than sight

In this path of urs and mine

And the darkest night

When there's no outer light

Is time for faith to shine

And others may do greater work

But u have ur part to do

And no one in all God's family can do it as well as u

Okay good night!


She is the strongest girl ever,
She is the One who hold the name of the leadership
And no one can surpass her
I want to be like her
To be like the one who brave enough to cross the wild jungle
I wish to follow her pathway
The only way to be successful!
And I don't care what other people say
I just have to do my parts!

Thanks sista~

Happy Valentines

Happy Valentines. For sure lots of people out there received a bunch of chocolates, roses, and some other romantic stuffs. Well last year, on the same day, I was at Melb airport. The place where i met my friend, Jia Yee. At the same time, it was her birthday! What a lucky gal. Anyway, guess i'm here birthday's present for last year. See how lucky she is. Haha. I bet she feels like slapping me now. Happy Sweet Buffday girl~

During this holidays, i taught my little bro on maths, geography and bm. Last week was his Pra-Pmr. Felt like want to kick him. Exam on the nxt day then only he opens the books today.[actually he copies me, haha]

Ystd went back to sibu. I went to do a prosedure on my face. The things that look like the pimples but not the pimples. Craps! After the prosedure, my face likes kena bite by the bees. Wtf. When out shopping, people giggle bout my face. And at night slept in btw my sis and mum, and i was facing left and right. I wonder do they had the nightmares in the middle of the night. I pity them. Well, now my face swollen like crap!

Leaving for Johor on 16th. Lazy to pack my stuffs. 

Anyway, Happy Birthday Jia yee!

God bless u as always~

See u soon!!

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