Saturday, April 10, 2010

5am

I drank 3 glasses of Scotch Whiskey last night with my friends. I just have that kind of mood to make myself happier and to forget as much as unpleasant things happening recently. We drank till 5am. Thank you guys for accompanying me!

I'm really exhausted in the morning and finished my work at 3pm. Unluckily it rains and makes myself wet when I walked back home. I wait for something to happen but it never happened..

Sometimes, I wish it wasn't so damn hard, but I feel so low
I know it isn't right and not real fair but I can't control what's happening in my heart.

Last Goodnight

HOW CAN I SAY I LOVE HIM
WHEN I HARDLY EVEN KNOW HIM
HOW CAN I DARE TO TELL HIM
HOW MUCH HE MEANT TO ME
HOW DO I DARE TO HOPE
THAT MY FEELINGS AREN'T IN VAIN
WHEN DEEP INSIDE I KNOW
THAT WE CAN NEVER BE
HOW CAN I SAY I CARE FOR HIM
SO MUCH IT BREAKS MY HEART
HOW CAN I SAY I WANT HIM
WHEN I DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT
TO FEEL THESE THINGS I'M FEELING
AND TO DREAM THESE DREAMS I DREAM
WHEN DEEP INSIDE I KNOW
THIS COULD BE OUR LAST GOODNIGHT

This poem was written by one of my friend.
I found it quite meaningful and makes me want to share
It meant alot to me, that even makes me cry.

Monday, February 8, 2010

untitled

I'm just a mysterious box that would no one able to unlock me.
I realise how much I grew up like last week
I realise how successful and powerful I can be
I promise that no one can stop me to walk on the road of success
I want to be stronger
To have all the spirits to push me into the word of confident and courages

I want to be what I dream to be
I won't turn back to my mistakes
And learn from them......